How I made my Totoro shirt

Hello everybody!

So for my second episode of "Inspire The Look" I decided to do Totoro. And now I'll try to show you how I made this shirt/sweater/thing:

 The shirt/sweater I wanted to "turn" into Totoro was this one so to make it more "my style" I cut the hoodie and a little bit more so my shoulders shows up.

For the white part I took another shirt and cut it to make Totoro's belly.

With the hoodie I cut before I made the grey details.

I sew the white fabric to the shirt and with the grey details I used fabric glue.

And that's it. I'm sure this is a bad way to show you and you might dont understand but please let me now if you are confused I'll be happy to answer :)

Thanks for reading, xoxo

Sora.

♡ Inspire The Look ♡

Hello guys!

After thinking and thinking about my "youtube project" "Inspire the look (I told you about it before I said I wanted to inspire looks and they were mostly DIY's and that) I decided to make this "Ariana Inspired look" be the first one. I wasnt sure because its not in my "Inspiring book" either but I think it should be a part of this show =)

I really love Ariana Grande style and her hair is just amazing and beautiful so I wanted to try her look. There are so many ways to do her hairstyle but I have my own, super simple and super easy. I know I should use tools and all that stuff that beauty gurus use but I'm NOT a beauty guru and I'm pretty sure there's someone out there looking for an easy and simple way to recreate Ariana's look and here I am to help! =D not because I'm awkward and clumsy and slowpoke(?) no, no... ok, I am. I like simple things and I prefer when something is easy to do, I admit it.

Well here I'm gonna show you few pics I took of my Ariana Grande inspired look I hope you like it:

If you want to see the hair tutorial please check out my youtube channel =)

P.S: There is another "Inspire The Look" episode coming and this is one of my favorites, I still dont have or dont know what to do with the bottom part but it'll be up, I promise! With DIY ;) 

Halloween makeup

Hello everybody!

Sometimes I get really bored at night and do crazy things and this post is about one of the crazy things I like to do the most.
I love finding weird makeup images and try to recreate them wich is hard because I dont know too much about makeup but I still want to share with you a few pictures that I saved to inspire you if you have any halloween party or something :) and its easy guys, if I could do it its easy and guess what? I could with makeup and non-appropriate things xDU

Jason

A ghost?

Pop art! =D

Another xD

Broken doll

Edward Scissorhands

Seriously guys I have nothing appropriate or good makeup to do this kind of makeup but I'm pretty sure that wherever you live are stores with good makeup for halloween and stuffs like that so you can use them to make these looks =D I want to do more but I wanted to show you these first. I hope you like it.

Thanks for reading, xoxo

Sora.

Inspire The Look project.

Hello everybody~

I didn't know if I should share with you this but then I thought... If I can't trust my readers/viewers who should I trust? So... here we go:

I've been thinking alot about this project for my youtube channel and it's called "Inspire The Look" where I'll show you outfits/looks inspired~ of whatever I want. At the moment I only have cartoons inspired, whenever I got an idea for a new outfit inspired I draw it in my "Inspiring book"(?)

I try to make it all of my imagination, I mean inspire the look in "my way". I have some drawins done but I dont think I can "open" this project yet. So most of it I think will be DIY's and all that stuff to get them done in the way I see it in my head. I'm madly really exited about this and I can't wait to share with you what I've done ^_^ but it just have to wait... some things that I put in few outfits are "foreign" I mean I can buy them online with dollars and I dont have them ;_; and yes, I could change them for things that I can buy here in my country but everything EVERYTHING is so damn expensive! You guys wont understand but seriously, the "cheap" things like clothes, fabric, shoes, food... the cheap of the cheap, is now super expensive I can't even explain it. I need to get a job but even if I get a "good job" (which is... almost impossible now) I'll have to use the money for "primordial things"... but I will try as hard as I can to make this happen because... I'M REALLY EXITED!

There's also some other exiting "news" but I don't want to get too exited yet because I don't want this to end up bad. This week have been REALLY bad, I had like "depression attack" and it wasnt funny at all but I think I'm better now :)

If you ever had anxiety attacks or depression or whatever... I would love to read your story, what you do to get over that horrible feeling. I still don't have like a "way" to get over them and anxiety is the WORSE but if you have any secret please let me know :) I will share with you what I like to do whenever I'm feeling like crap.

By the way if you want to give me some ideas for "Inspire the look" like any character you'll want me to inspire in an everyday outfit please let me know in the comments! And you'll see it when I release this project hopefully soon.

Thank you for reading, xoxo,
Sora.

I wore this on my cousin's civil marriage party ^_^
I really liked it, I hope you like it too.

The Notebook... and nonsense that you shouldnt read.

I just saw The Notebook for the first time... I was alone... and all I did was watch the movie quietly. I dont know why but I could understand Noah's feelings. I could felt what Noah was feeling. Now I understand that for a woman is hard to forget, and painful... but for a man is almost impossible. When a man love... its forever.

Now I cant stop crying thinking about the movie. Noah's feelings... everything was so real for me I cant even explain it.

I'm a woman and I've been in love so I know how hard is for us to forget, to love and to be loved... but we can love again, thats for sure, or we can lie ourselves to believe that we are in love again but for a man its so, so hard, so impossible when they truly love someone. Yes, some men are idiots who play with women feelings but there are some women who play with men feelings too, the one that truly loves.

I dont even know what I'm saying. I have all this feelings and thoughts in my head, it hurts. Thinking and feeling but in the end I have the same answer... I dont want to believe in love. Love is something that people many years ago understood and today maybe some people still understand what love is... but I dont want to keep believing, its a waste of time for me.

The Notebook is such a good movie that I've always wanted to watch and today I had the chance... if you are really sentimental like me then I recommend you to have a bunch of nose-rag(?) and dont expect to watch this movie and dont feel anything. At first I felt really heartless because I was just enjoying the movie but then I could understand it and, well, beautiful.

The words are stuck in my head and I'm just saying nonsense things. I'm sorry I just feel like I had to write this and vent...

Thank you for reading, xoxo
Sora.

Get to know me

Hello! I wanted to post something today but I really don't know what so I decided to make a "30 random facts about me" post :) you wont get to know me with only 30 facts but you'll know a little bit more about me.

1.- Only my closest friends and family know my name. I like it that way.

2.- I hate being alone outside but loneliness is my best roommate. I love being alone in my room.

3.- I have arachnophobia. If you are with me when I see a spider... please don't be scared.

4.- Sometimes when I say I hate something or I don't like someone I end up loving it.

5.- I have 2 tattooes and I want more.

6.- I have the worst memory in the whole world. I forget everything, always.

7.- My tattoos are reminders. They help me to NOT forget.

8.- I'm scared of almost everything.

9.- I love swimwear but I can't use them.

10.- I'm a voice actress here in my country.

11.- Acting is one of my biggest passions even though I'm not good at it, i want to take classes.

12.- I'm a very nervous person. When I get too nervous my mind goes blank, inertia moves me and when I "wake up" I can't remember anything. That only happened to me twice, the last was in one of the most important days of my life... yes, I still feel bad becuase I screw it.

13.- I'm shy.

14.- I'm lazy.

15.- I want to live in Los Angeles, California.

16.- I'm weird and I like it.

17.- I love USA.

18.- I like to write my feelings in a diary (and now here)

19.- I get stressed when I cant do something or someone cant understand me.

20.- I love summer and Winter. Maybe because those are the only season my country have.

21.- I love the sun and the beach even though I say I hate going there.

22.- I'm cold almost all the time.

23.- My rolemodel is Jessica Lange.

24.- My favorite book is the Monster High series, deal with it. I havent read the 3rd yet because is sooo expensive in my country.

25.- I talk when I'm watching a movie even if I'm alone because if I concentrate in the movie I end up feeling what the main character feels.

26.- The rain makes me feel sad.

27.- I didnt talk when me and my friends saw "The Shining" movie... it was the worst feeling I've ever felt in my life. I couldnt see that movie again.
28.- I believe I was born in the wrong era.
29.- I gave Kendall Schmidt my heart. He can totally keep it, I dont want it back.
30.- I hate feeling my hands dirty. I wash them all the time... even when I end my shower I wash them.

Done! 30 random facts about weird-Sora. I hope you enjoyed and get to know me a little bit more :) see you in my next post~

xoxo, 

Sora.

Time Wasting

It is so hard for someone like me to do what they love.


Things are getting harder and harder here in my country. To live is an a continual battle, work in whatever you can to make some money just to buy what it's essencial... go out to save places (aka another friend's house or just stay at home). Be careful on the street because someone can follow you...

Just to live it's a nightmare, to make your dreams come true... it's a war. If you don't follow the crowd you'll never be someone in this life. Doctor, lawyer, nurse, teacher... Just a stereotype. If you don't become in something everybody want, following what other people do, you are just nobody. If your goals are differents then you have a situation: maybe your parents wont take you serious or maybe they can support you in whatever you want... BUT if what you want to do with your life is too different than what people normally want it's a odyssey to make it real. Some people could, some people can, some people are stronger enough to know that their future is uncertain but they keep fighting for what they want... no matter what people arround say. And some others just get too scared and just follow the crowd. Well I'm not that kind of person.

My name is... well, you can call me Sora. I don't think about me like a stronger person but I'm keep doing my best to follow my heart and not the crowd. Sometimes my family doesn't support me and no matter how weak that makes me feel I keep trying and trying.

My "dreams" and "goals" are differents. I want to be a youtuber, I was moving to Los Angeles a year ago to study English (I apologize for my bad English) to start doing what I really want because I wasted my time like no other. But something happened here in my country and I couldn't leave. I tried to feel better about it, my mom said "Next year will be better.. Don't worry" but guess what? Nothing is getting better, everything is getting worse and worse everyday. So I decided to start here, in my room, learning by myself, trying to make videos and, you know, just start something.

I know being a youtuber isn't easy and isn't for everybody but if life were easy nothing would worth. If you want the easy way then just follow the crowd. I know this may not be my thing and I would maybe end up following the crowd but if that happens it wont be because I never tried hard enough to make it work, it'll be because I already did all I could.

You have to follow your dreams, always, no matter how hard it seems to make them real. The worst battle is the one you don't fight so get up, fight and never waste your time.

xoxo,

Sora.